part & parcels of life.

SOME THINGS SEEMS TO BE CHANGING.
it started off badly till okie.
but it doesnt now again. hais, i dnt mind yous hanging &spend more time with her.
but it seems that when im trying to make yous smile, I FAILED.
but she just have to appear infront of yous& yous will have a sweet smile on your face.
when i hear yous say, i'll fall back anytime, it really hurts me, like i never been sooo hurt.
im trying my best. but they seems to dislike me.
yous seems to neglect me alittle, just alittle, but it hurts me just damn lots.
i dnt understand whys.
everyone just seems to be acting infront of me.
isit true?
humms. this few days many things happen.
yousre are like, ohh ! damn childish !
* shake heads *
first time sooo bored in my room, yous left me alone one corner,yousre enjoying.
im smiling ; but shattered inside.
i nve felt sooo terrible in aghome.
are we gonna drift? pls dnt !! i cnt afford. its like slashing my own flesh.
i felt that yous re treating me some how differently, hais.
isit everything yous said its just a piece of white lies? i really dnt wish soo.
12.11 - yousre not back yet.
hais` tears rolling.
if yous missed it, it'll nve b yours again.
i dnnt wnna fall back
argh. im damn angry when bitches are trying to make me pissed off. hurhur.
BITCHES get out of my life(:



say out if you mean it,
keep in your heart if yous dnt.